dear diary,
i flip back a few entries of my blog. somehow i realise i dont blog like i used to. i cant seems to find the "feel" anymore. i even find blogging a chore. no right words to describe how a day is gone through. no right feelings to be felt. i feel so shagged.


this morning. woke up at 7. i finally had good six hrs of sleep. packed my bag. heading for a swim. walked all the way to the bus stop then i realise i forgot to bring my towel so i went back and walked back to the busstop; the weather became so bad. i went home again. sat at my door step to eat an apple. i dont know how long i sat there. waiting for my cat to finish playing outside then carry it back home. i feel so silly sometimes. i take things a little too slow. maybe i'm too lazy. i feel like sleeping again. sigh sigh sigh.


last night watched SuperStar on channel u. too bad, wasnt able to attend the show that day. if not i'll surely wanna give some support to leon. nice of him wanting to give me the tic, since he can only ask 15 ppl to go. but really happy for him. ha.. i always wonder someday.. he become a star.. seems so.. "fantasy"


wonder whats like to be on a stage performing like that. the channel u film everything like a movie. it would be nice to perfom on stage, if i'm taller, slimmer, and a sweeter voice. but nah. i wouldnt be that and wouldnt suit such a lifestyle. but once in a lifetime to be on tv, not such a bad idea.


i miss everyone. why am i always saying this. talk to hongwei that day, crap a bit, tell him to watch superstar cos i'm one of the audience. hope he can spot me lol.yun yun is like forever not coming to take her book. exam is on monday girl~


i'm bored. i hate exams.................................................!